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Lasting resentment
Defenseless lives show no remorse when right now shes thinking suicide.
She's crying again (eyes so bloodshot)
Right now she'd much rather be dead.
(I dont really blame her...)
"He beat me" she said, yet i see no marks,
Maybe they reside deep inside her heart? (from years of total resentment)
Sometimes i really dont know what to believe anymore...(i dont think i've ever felt this way)
He's back and everything is so incredibly lost (lives accelerate...things change way too fast)
I wish i had'nt been so stupid, fixating on things that now seem so small,
when i knew something like this was bound to repeat itself. (It always does)
I've seen this all my life...i should have known better...
(why am i so wothless?)
And im left with a feeling of overwelming emptiness
When they hurt each other (mesmerized by such anger).
Im trying so hard,
Trying so hard to run away and become a little girl again...   
I wish i could fucking stop this screaming
Strating to dim into faint music.
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Apart :iconlitaniefuchsin:LitanieFuchsin 319 169 Onederland :iconlauraborealisis:lauraborealisis 52 54
Some day
Im waiting here, so affraid
Trying to remember (dying to remember)
What I use to be  (when I made you smile)
I wish i could take back every single thing i've ever done
to make you cry
And i will never forgive myself for not holding your hand
And telling you to wake up,
When you told me you'd rather be dead then live this way.
I hate the way you look at me sometimes with such dissapointment,
That lately your never there.
You've done everything for me, and i hate myself for being so selfish
But i know no matter what your still gonna be there
You always will, no matter what i fuck up
Cause at the end of the day,
I know everything's gonna be okay,
Cause i know that you love me...
And sometimes I only wish we could go back in time,
To when everything was so simple (when i never felt neglected)
I had so many dreams (so many excuses for hope)
In a picture of perfection, life can seem so incredibly breathtaking.
There are so many things i've wanted to tell you, (i k
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Spikes and Dreads and Fishnet :iconillustratedeye:IllustratedEye 463 93 Summer Dreaming :iconaksu:aksu 84 28 .. :iconbloodsnow:BloodSnow 5 23 The Way Down :icongilad:gilad 3,152 700 LongWays :iconsticksandrobbers:SticksAndRobbers 1 2 Light Contradiction :iconatherness:AtherNess 5 15 Buckles and steel :iconillustratedeye:IllustratedEye 40 10 The Haze that Was Yesterday :iconchuginkoolaid13rockz:chuginkoolaid13ROCKZ 1 13


DEAD END :icongilad:gilad 2,244 471 Sitting, Waiting :iconthreat-to-sanity:threat-to-sanity 84 75



Life is what you make it
United States
Current Residence: A very comfortable studio with a taste of early medieval...
Favourite genre of music: anything that sounds good and all metal
Favourite style of art: dark--medieval--Gothic--surreal
Shell of choice: Aston
Wallpaper of choice: something from DA
Skin of choice: leather or something with scales
Favourite cartoon character: Doctor Doom---Dogwitch----Lady Death
Personal Quote: 3E Exist - Experience - Enjoy -
  • Listening to: NiN
  • Reading: Intensity by dean koontz
  • Watching: rules of attraction
  • Playing: Wow
  • Eating: donuts
  • Drinking: coffee
not much new, just working and trying to enjoy the time i have. being open to moments as they come.


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labaha88 Featured By Owner May 29, 2008
good work... ^^


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Neftoon-Zamora Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2008   Writer
Hey buddy, how are ya?
Kaylazelda Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2007
Jiggling and wiggling and no it not 'Jello', its the fat man a'comming to spread cheer to all.

Maybe even a couple diseases too.

Happy holidays if you celebrate it and a Happy new year.
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MrSyn Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2007  Professional Photographer

thanks for the watch :D
Lord-Drog Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2007
Welcome.. Good Sir!
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